Friday, April 3, 2009

Better go to die.......

Currently very very very busy with everything !! I started feel that the life is so boring. A lot of people around always try to earn money from me..... a lot of people around me like to bully me...many unhappy things occurs on me. Many people like to take advantage + bully from me ! The life is meaningless for me. Few days ago I pass up a plain paper for my pop quiz.... !! I didnt do well in my lab test...... !! I "saman" by police in university without langgar any rules !!
Today I also didnt do well for my midterm..... !! What to say ?? I already try my best .... but I still cannot do it. Again just finish quarrel with june june..... she say me...... !! maybe she is correct !! but what to say ? ............ I only have one feeling "nothing to say and go to die" !! Die cannot solve my problem but at least ........ !! I have a lot of things that want to say out but hard to say out..... the life is really like that............... !!
What can I do? I really do not know............. !! I really feel appointed and sad toward myself and everybody around me.............. !!! Again what can I do......?

12 comments:

Hemsem Ahmike said...

Why so fast give up? Change your perspective you are better than millions of peoples out there. How about those innocently murdered? How about those who have nothing? This is problem with mindset, if you tell yourself you are suay, forever you are, if you tell yourself you are special , you will always be that. Stand up for Jesus!

Lee Yee said...

hmm... i have the feeling like u before. just bear with it and eventually you will go through it. Don't gif up!! Jia You together!!

I did not do well for some of my mid-term as well. although i did study but i know wher I have done wrong and what I should do to improve. I hope you are the same as well.

If my bf neglect me, I will be unreasonable as well. even on small matters. so do bear with us.

Happy coming soon. Don't worry!!!

^_^

xinying said...

Finals is around the corner, plus you're final year... Things may not as what you expected...

Share with u sth, recently i also still got lotsa assignments and i just got my last midterm done. Did badly too. And few days ago, my new car go 'kissed' ppl's car when I was in uni. In the end, I need to pay the other ppl money, where my car still need to go fix some other day.

I understand how you feel now. But we can't let these emotions pull us over. We must jia you! Sometimes things may happen which are not in our way, but do believe that no matter what, GOD will lead the way...

Cheer up ya~

Josephine said...

getting summon without langgar any rules?
How?

yvonne said...

think positive guy.
result doesn't mean for everything.
what is you have a good brain!
i hope you are still the funny teck liang =p
take care.

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TNH said...

don't die so fast...happy hour is comming soon...haha..by the way? did i take advantage on you?? Hmmm.. i think certainly i'm one of those...

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Anonymous said...

Dont stress up yourself too much. You did your best already. I dont think you have done badly in your test, just you put your goal too high. Dont worry..sure U got a good fortune cause you'll work hard ..

Anonymous said...

I dont know who is taking advantages on you, But not really everyone as well. Someone i know who know you, told me that you have help him a lot. you are not so calculating with the money. Not like some others, counting cents with them. Something u gave out if something you gonna get back, just in the matter of time.. I do believe good luck will come after bad luck. Fortune come after hardwork. Dont give up urself... GamBAteh kudasai... Wish you good luck and happy always!